I just want something I can never have

If you asked me 5 years ago where I would be in 5 years time I would have said I have no idea. What I would have said, though, is that I will not be where I am today.

 We plan. We do. We Want. We get. We think. We know. We will. We won't. 

 I am looking at things differently now. Very differently. 

 I suppose it is between all the cliches and bullshit that you truly find yourself and a lot of times I wonder what that even means. Some go through life with rose tinted glasses. Others do it with morbid negativity. Sometimes you find yourself in the middle.

 All I know is, maybe I want something I can never have.
Or maybe I only think that...
Who knows.
I don't.

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