It's not you, it's me

Lyrics from a song I can't get out of my head at the moment, check it out and the vid and you'll understand A x AWOLNATION - Sail  >  http://youtu.be/PPtSKimbjOU This is how I show my love I made it in my mind because Blame it on my A.D.D. baby This is how an angel dies Blame it on my own sick pride Blame it on my  A.D.D. baby Maybe I should cry for help  Maybe I should kill myself Myself Blame it on my A.D.D. baby  Maybe I'm a different breed Maybe I'm not listening So blame it on my A.D.D. baby .

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is a

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Ok, so I haven't blogged or tweeted in a while and I think the abstinence has done me good. Sometime you just have to step back and take a deep breathe otherwise you'll just consume yourself.  I tend to think we consume ourselves in all this technologically superficial social bullshit that we lose perspective on what is real and what it is normal and what matters. Before I babble on longer than I need to I will wave adieu, love you all long time ;) T x

It's weird, yesterday it struck me that it's about 9 years ago that I got a text in the middle of the night from a very good friend of mine. I can't recall exactly when I read it but I know it was a Sunday the next day. And the text basically read like this: "Just to let you know Johan shot himself last night. He's in ICU but not looking good". Now, this was a guy that was in the same class as me right through high school so we knew each other but moved in different friend circles and I think I might have seen him once or twice after walking out the doors of our school. The reason my friend let me know is because we are good friends and she was close to him, so in a way I think it was just a case of looking for the little bit of human contact and support. Ok, so you're probably wondering where I'm going with this and why would I bring up something as delicate as this. The thing is, there was another guy in my group who also shot himself in that sam

Blogging. It's been about 4 years since I've tried and even back then it was just a vain effort. But here we go, 2011 and I find my inspiration has been reignited due to the many interesting and, dare I say, weird people I've been fortunate enough to stumble across and "follow" on Twitter. (note here: I should mention this from the start, although I pride myself on spelling, you will probably soon realize my grammar sucks, so if things don't make sense, don't worry it probably shouldn't, just keep reading) Anyway, for a very long time things have been buzzing around in this highly ambitious, very lazy and somewhat slightly deluded brain, so maybe it's time to throw the dice and who knows, this might just get interesting. Makes no sense? Well, what did you expect, I'm a Virgo. And I'm not going to lie to you, or maybe I just did... Laters